Van Troubles and More :(

 This morning I was busy cleaning out the electric

wall heaters so they don't start a fire with all the dust there, lol!!

I think I should have worn a dust mask though as I seem to have

developed a permanent bunny in my throat now!!

 

The first part of my week was spent getting used to having Mike

around again. As wierd as it sounds I had to adjust to his being home and

me getting moody and resentful because I feel he slacks off in the

helping around the house department. I'm tired of picking up after him

and doing things that I feel he could be helping with if he made any

kind of effort at all. Point is though that I did all the chores and everything

else by myself the whole while he was gone and was perfectly fine with it 

 

Once he was back I found myself getting short with the kids because I

was angry with him and it's something I need to work on obviously.

There were a few times early in the week that I actually cried

when I found myself having to clean up something he had left behind.

Not good, I know. Maybe it was just because it was that time of the month

too and my hormones were out of whack. That was probably the reason that they wouldn't let me give blood when I went to the clinic the other nite

which was just another shot at my already weakened state of mind!!

Imagine, I felt useless because I wasn't able to give...I know I need

some major work here don't I??lol

 

Good Lord, I'm spilling my guts!!

 

Anyway, yesterday on my way home from work, the van stopped working right in the middle of the road!! Thank goodness I had my cell phone

and I called Mike's brother who lived close by and he knows alot about

mechanics but couldn't figure out the problem. He towed me to his place

and that is where the van sits now About an hour from here.

I was lucky to be able to get the only girl from work who lives way down here where I do (and happened to be working yesterday) to give me a

ride home, right to my door, which was way out of her way.

Only problem with that was Cody was waiting to be picked up at 4:30

at the school after basketball practice. You can't imagine how guilty I felt

sitting here at home knowing he was there waiting for me!!

Even though I figured he would wait so long and then call home to

see what was up, the time kept ticking by and he didn't call.

Turns out that he spent his money on a drink after practice, lol.

Mike ended up showing up at 5 and he went straight away to pick

him up thank goodness.

 

So there it is, my whole wierd week...well almost all of it anyway, lol.

I'm going to get lunch for Hannah now and finish up the dishes that

didn't get done last nite